Nothing remains constant..

Except for CHANGES.

Recently i’ve been putting on my thinking cap again. Wondering and pondering about some stuffs that happened, and also those that may or may not happen. I don’t know what’s right, what’s wrong anymore, whether to believe or not believe. Logically, i know what i should do. Yet my heart chose to put up a war against it.

They say the easiest way to be happy, is to let go of the things that make you unhappy. But what if the things that make you unhappy, are also the only things that make you happy? Contradicting isn’t it?

I thought i have the confidence to make everything work, everything right again.. till i realized things just got harder and harder each day. Or perhaps im losing my will power and fighting spirit as days goes by.
I need encouragements, show it, speak it whatever.. just let me know its worth fighting for.

I’m not one who really like changes for good ones don’t last and bad ones never seems to go away. But i really do need some changes in my life now (good ones only pls!), i need a miracle till i see the light at the end of the tunnel again. Just don’t let me lose my way again god!

Sometimes i really think im too kind hearted. Anything that went wrong i’ll just simply blame myself for everything.

The old me seems to be gone. Seriously, what’s left of me now?

One year strong <3

16th July!

I love how you can turn all my frowns into smiles with your silly antics.
I love you saying ‘I love you’ and ‘I miss you’ out of the blue.
I love how you insisted to accompany me for dinner everyday although you can jolly well go to bed early as you need to wake up early.
I love stuffing myself with food to the fullest with you
I love how you make me fall in love with beer
I love how once in awhile you will plan dates for us, it makes me feel you’re putting in efforts though you’re not the sweetest nor the most romantic
I love it when you always bring me to places i wanted to go
I love you cooking dinner for me and my family
I love it that you can get along well with my brother
I love receiving flowers from you monthly on the 16th 🙂

and more! but above all, i love you the most!

It’s been a year baby!

New Member in the House!

I’m updating a few entries at one go becuz’ I finally have time to spare! Been busy ever since i came back from my trip. Work, school, exams and also, i got a new puppy!

Pudding!

Pudding is a red toy poodle, size in between a teacup and a toy! Very attention seeking. He wouldn’t stop whining if either of us get out of his sight. Actually, i admitted we bought pudding on impulse. Though i did say i wanted to get a poodle, we went to the pet farm actually to find border collie as brother wanted to get one. But after seeing pudding, B and I couldn’t resist not getting him and before i knew it, he’s back with us 🙂

It’s a long way to go again, thinking bout going through toilet training and all the other kind of tricks training gives me headache sigh!

Btw, my pudding only drinks milk and refusing any solid food, how ah?!

Happy 27th Baby..

So just right after we came back from taiwan, it was the boyfriend’s birthday!

Brought him to a couple spa treatment, followed by french dining all of which i had arranged way before we left for taiwan!

I’m proud of myself for booking the spa cuz’ its a wise choice for our tired bodies after the trip! I hate the scrub though, very painful!

After the spa was his birthday dinner at Absinthe. Knew B love drinking absinthe but was also afraid he may not like the food as he prefers chinese food. But luckily, it didn’t turn out too bad and he enjoyed the dinner!

Really got to compliment the restaurant! I made my reservation online and my message was just very short and brief, something along the line that i wanted to make a reservation for 2 for my boyfriend’s birthday. Never did i expect them to remember and they presented B with a small but very tasty birthday cake at the end of our meal! Nice gesture 🙂

Alright to end the post, here’s B pressie from me hehe!

I Love Taiwan!

and i seriously do man!

Missing the nice place already 😦 The people, the food, the entertainments etc!

Booked a trip for 3 during bf’s birthday week for the bf, brother and i! It’s also my first overseas trip with my brother! 😀

Love the hotel we stayed! Very modern and clean, small though..

a room for B and i, another for bro.. love the cute little mushroom on his bed!

Taiwan is really one eating paradise. Everywhere you go, there’s food for you to eat! We eat alot throughout the whole trip and most of the time, we just gobble down before i got a chance to take any pictures.

Some of the stuffs we eat, love the 蛋饼! Everyday is simply, 吃！喝!

Also love that their KTV open 24/7, we went there on the 2nd or 3rd night of our trip hehe!

Visited Yeh Liu..

All of us almosted melted due to the high temperature and lack of water (we forgot to buy before we climb up)!

Some of the places we went..

All thanks to brother’s friend, i got XIAO ZHU’s personalized autograph cd! 😀 Also, went to the hair salon and got my hairstyle changed by the hairstylist that do show and jolin’s hair etc!

DanShui..

Yu ren ma tou and lover’s bridge! Beautiful!

We had brother’s friend acting as our tour guide throughout the whole trip, bringing us to nice places and good food..

and here’s one of our dinner at a japanese bbq restuarant.

Up up up we go..

Taipei 101!

Well, didn’t really did much shopping cuz’ there’s really alot to buy till i don’t know how to buy! But the clothes aint really my style anyway though i still managed to get a few pieces ;P

Gosh, i really do miss taiwan alot as i typed out this post..

You got my heart Taiwan, I will be back soon!